Churning Thoughts

I have a lot going on in my head right now.

I haven’t been sleeping past 4 AM for a while now. Different anxious thoughts wake me up.

This morning, it was what to plant in the front garden beds in the spring. Should I do cannas and other lillies? Or some other type of perennial? Then I move on to paint colors for the front doors, the upstairs, the eating area, the little nook off the living room. Then I start wondering if I can do some minor tuckpointing, fix a couple of walls downstairs, fix the upstairs bathroom, paint, and buy a new couch without spending more than my tax refund. And don’t get me started on what color to paint our old bookcase, what to hang on the walls, or selling the old kitchen table I’ve had since college.

It’s an exhausting mental treadmill.

PS Did I mention I’m staying in St. Louis and taking the house on by myself? With possibly a roommate later, but only if the roommate can be non-intrusive and invisible. I want to change some things in my life, but I really feel much too set in my ways to have a roommate. (Loud music? You’re out! Dirty dishes left in the kitchen overnight? Pack your bags! Using metal utensils in the non-stick pans? You’re dead to me!)

5 thoughts on “Churning Thoughts

  1. Alessandra Plattner says:

    Hahahaha. Yeah I hear you on the roomate thing. If I wasn’t married to mine i’d kick him out LOL

  2. Alison says:

    Thinking of you, and of Porkchop, as you make this transition. My offer still stands and you are welcome anytime. Sending lots of hugs your way!

  3. Suzi says:

    As always… D and I are here to help.
    D is a whiz with tuckpointing.

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